The day I can sit around with a cup of coffee and a good book and cigarettes by myself without feeling like I need anyone around to depend on or feel lonely. The day where I thank God for amazing friends who stick by me through shit, school that pushes me to work my brain cells every single day,an amazing job with the bestest boss in the world with amazing colleagues and definitely most importantly my amazing super dee duper family. Could never ask for anything better. HERE'S THE BEST PART: THE DAY HAS FINALLY CAME THAT I'M SINGLE AND ALONE BUT STILL..HAPPY. 

Not necessarily travelling the world but definitely travelling around Asia a lot from last month till now with both family and friends and appreciating the time spent together with them. Will be leaving for Phuket in 2 days with my 7 year girlfriend Alicia for almost a week and am so thankful for her :)

Upon arriving home I am leaving the country after a week again to go back to the orphanages in Thailand and help those who need even more help than I do. Help those that need help instead of whining about how miserable and pathetic my life is. 

The day that I can countdown to my bestest friend and soulmate coming out from prison and praying that he gets a better life when he's out from hell and back in to the real world, even if he refuses to be my friend again. I will always always pray and hope that one day he'll be a better person. 

Most importantly, the day where I can sit here and tell all of you I feel nothing for Linus. ABSOLUTELY nothing and actually mean it. I can read through old texts and emails and laugh them off, feel sorry forTracy because she doesn't know the shit that Linus is doing behind her back.... and here's the weirdest part: Hoping that one day Linus will be happy with or without Tracy because he's such a good guy and I want him to be happy. 

Made a lot of friends close to my heart who are not necessarily gonna stay in Singapore or even are based in Singapore to begin with, but so thankful for the time spent with all of them. 

It took me 2 years, but hello everyone. This is the new me :)